
I was lucky enough to have two special men in my life this weekend. Big Tex and Ryan Adams. I've lived in Texas my whole life, and this was my first time to eat a State Fair corn dog and ride the Texas Star.
But more importantly, I breathed the same air as Ryan Adams for two beautiful hours. I barely moved as I sat, staring at the boy in platform boots, as he broke my heart and fixed it again. Sometimes he sings my soul I think.
With the TCU game, and the concert, and spending the night at Jess's house - it was a lot a FW time. And made me think about things I try not to think about. We all knew things would change this fall, I just don't think I knew how much. Things are different and weird, where before they were everything good. It's easy for me to shut the door to that when I'm home, but then I came home to a long email from the one who's farthest away.
It sounds silly to be sad over friends you haven't really lost, but it sucks somedays. It feels like a bad breakup that we don't know what to do with.
But still, I love fall, high school football, friends who are close, Ryan Adams, and you.
